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Disappointment Friday, February 27, 2009 u wrote this . [a person] " shes only FOURTEEN? and no surprises there. she stole from my dad before years back but we covered up for her. but since she obviously has not learn her lesson, i think her parents have every right to know and enforce some disciplinary action or something. stealing from own family, thats like...morally bankrupt?! okay maybe not THAT extreme but still. and she acted sympathetic and shocked when my sister called to ask her about it. what a natural . " Well , pls get the fact right before having a conclusion . Really , i thot u was rather a understanding person . i seriously nvr thot u would actually said a thing like tht when the truth was not even out yet . Yes , i am was once Rotten . but doesnt mean tht i am forever Rotten . i am really speechless . and its rather common for u guys to react like that . Ah-mandaa Tireeed . Thursday, February 26, 2009 Gosh ! i am tired today . nothing much happen . normal day . Ah-mandaa A day . Wednesday, February 25, 2009 School was fine . Everything was just Normal ! && i improve my 2.4km run !! halfway through my target . time : 16.39 , target : 13min After school .. got Math SRP . went for it . and is totally Shit ! we were ask to do math indices ! && i really got blank in my mind . hah . we did lot of questions about indices but i seriously still dont know what was going on . Sigh ! but its a miracle tht i actually pass my math CT1 . WONDERFUL . Went for my lunch and headed home . I got my nap . and .. it was like raining heavily not long after i slept . thunder was ROAR-ing & ROAR-ing . i was damn hell afraid . so i didnt get to sleep in peace . Shit . When the Thunder silence down , the sky start to turn orange . & i knew , rainbow would arrive . but i was really very tired to get up and see the rainbow . i jus lied on my bed starring at the window .. seeing orange rays . Sigh !!! i felt so damn regret for not getting up and see the rainbow . Seriously . i love rainbow . i felt it was rather Sweet seeing it . Chinyee , i would heed ur advice .. to draw a rainbow with crayons . rather then regretting here . SHANNON u promise u would inform me everytime a rainbow appear ! Time passes . u seems getting on with life . good for u . today got rainbow , & it was my first time not seeing it . u would always inform me when there is a rainbow how sweet u are . i missed u deeply and its the truth cos i felt it was rather tiring for me to lie to myself . thts y i am expressing out now . but i am fine . i misses u in my heart . and i jus gonna kept silence . but i assure tht i would never turn back for u again , no matter how much i love or misses u . whatever u do now may upset me , & let me cry bitterly but i belive , soon it will be numb & tears would dried up . memories would fade . time will pass .. life continues . so i am fine ! but 1 thing i would say to u now , is " SHADD UR MOUTH UP ! & STOP SHOOTING NONSENCE OUT " seriously , u make me really pissed off . >> simple .. i am once ur closest , & future , i would be ur furthest . I finally said thing in my heart . & seriously i dont wish to lie anymore . I still , misses him badly . i wanted to be friends with him . but now , i would drop the ideal . Daddy , Mummy , EE , E-Zhang & shannon ... i am fine . i would improve for the better .. i would get over it soon . & i would jus focus on my studies . I PROMISED . && i would use actions to prove to u guys ! HeartBreaking Section ! Tuesday, February 24, 2009 Todayy wasnt a nice day after all ! D&T seriously SUCKS BIG TIME . Paper was rather soft .. but the questions on it was hell loads Difficult . most of the questions really left me blank in my mind . Gonna Flunk ! Sigh ! After School.. i saw HIM ! HIM ! HIM ! is really make me felt DEAD . i thot i felt numb .. but actually i didnt at all . Whats wrong with me ? Sigh .. Sigh .. He change into a AhBeng ? OMG ! .. hell . & to BEAR ? , Ur words really sucks ! Get the fact right Before u say me . hearing one side of the story would lead u to a mistake of Labeling wrong ppl ! ASSS ! .. Ah-Mandaa . A Fine Day . Monday, February 23, 2009 Back Posting ! . Hmmms ... i PASS my MATHS ! omg ! hell great . i was damn damn happy . Seriously , i thought i would actually fail . while i was sitting for the paper , i was really cracking my brain real hard . Trying to figure out the answers and workings . i really doesnt know how to do much of the question ! well , i pass .. but not with Flying Colours . So i gonna put in more more EFFORT ! .. MORE ! i would be able to let my marks fly with colours ! hah . not only maths . but all my subject ! Especially my CHINESE ! hell.. okehh .. back to my LifeStyle today . i Went compass today . got some stuff and headed home . i Took a little nap . then went to see a doctor for my hips . well.. i got and internal infection ? OMG ! . hmmms .. hope it heal real soon . as I WANT EXERCISE . ))= nothing much already . Ah-mandaa . Embarrassment Stikes ! Tuesday, February 17, 2009 well .. today morning Me , Shannon & tiffany was caught talking . Rahh .. was ask to stand infront of the whole school ! Yucks ! &&& next , i was ask to wear GRANDMA SKIRT ! FREAKKKKK . it was totally suckish ! the skirt was damn freaking long . & it was hot wearing it . SIGH . Well , today got SocialStudies CT1 . & hell ? whatever i had studied didnt come out ! what the ... DAMN ! . i am so pissed today . After school , serve detention & home . Then i headed for a swim at shuying place . SWIMMING ! finally . well . i am currently tireeeed ! my eyes were rather blurr ? so gonna rest now . See ya ! Tmr , having Combined Science CT1 ! Ah-mandaa . CRAP-pos . Monday, February 16, 2009 Woah ! hot ! today weather was rather Humid . i have been sweating for the whole dayy ! Damn ... well , we got a fire alarm exercise today . Went to assemble at the field . & yucks ! i hate Grass . so i did not Sit down and i was like squatting ? hah . its tiring ! Fine aniway . After that , school was back to normal . && Recess was totally Hell . we was allowed to have biscuits & a bottle of NewWater only . As it was commemorating TotalDefence Day ! I got my chinese CT1 result ! it was horrible ! how ? how ? i need to put in more effort !! i gonna buck up ! & pass my Chinese ! Result : 9/50 ~ 18/100 OMG ! hell right ? hmmms ... Had , my English CommonTest1 today . Paper was alright . but my Summary seriously Sucks ! School Ended ! headed to CompassPoint with shannon . Ate MOS BURGER !! then walk .. chat . HOME . Sigh . Friendship problems again ! Lame alright . shld , i just shut my mouth or screamm out everything ? ARGH ! so pissed off . well ... nothing much to write on . and i gonna , study for Social Studies tmr . so post another time . Ah-mandaa . The Dayys . Sunday, February 15, 2009 Valentine dayy waas Fine . dont wish to tok much . Hmmms ... today , was his birthdayy . <<< "Laopo , i very happy ! this is my first time celebrating my birthday with my girlfriend leh .. i hope to celebrate with u next year or Forever " well , tht was wad he told me last year . Sigh ! and now ? i cant celebrate it with u . hah ! Forget it . i am not gonna brood over it too much . NO PAST ! I am Healing .. skin start to grow at my wound . hope it would heal faster ! Ah-Mandaa . It just a Little More EFFORT ! Thursday, February 12, 2009 There is a talk by Mr Yeo today at my class . it was mainly about future ? About university .. & stuff . he recommended a book "Who move my CHEESE". hah ! it was about the motivation need . Through his brief previw from the book , it was rather intresting .. School Ended fast today . Went for lunch with my aunt & cousin . Ate Jack's Place ! it was rather nice !.. after that , went walking . and Aunt bought me a TumbDrive ! Then HOME !. hmmm .. currently , working on my project . WELL . Am i healing ? i think i am .. i just need to put in more effort in my studies . & DETERMINE to forget the PAST . Tmr got Common Test & it was chinese ??? how ? i am afraid ! wish me luck . ))= Ah-manda DETERMINATION Wednesday, February 11, 2009 I wont Hesitate ... NO MORE NO MORE ! Schooling , Schooling , Schooling .. wad i NEED to do . Had P.E today , but i did not run . just sit there and rest . i want RUN ! but i could not .. i sprained my Hip bone ?? wierd .. its been , aching for nearly a week ? it get more pain each day . OUCHHH . sigh . Hope it get better soon ! Hmmms .. i Got my WATER HORSE dics today ! wee .. & i miss my konglong . ))= Yes i admit .. i am still upset over the break up . but i Know i am letting it off slowly ! i would be able to stay firm again . Once bitten , Twice Shy . but having wierd feelings .. at times . wadeva lah ! AH-MANDAA STUDYYYY . ((= Ah-mandaa. making things sweet . Tuesday, February 10, 2009 I gonna get it over ..! i fell while running .. so now i gonna take it slower by walking . hope , i could success and dont fall again ! . no more tears for u . Nothing gonna affect my mood . Useless stuff .. BUZZ off ! hah . School was rather boring today . Lesson normal . teacher screaming . Sigh ! After school , went hougang mall to Eat pasta mania ! ddoesnt really taste nice . yuck .. after that , went walking round . & meet Mama at , hougang point to get Xavier's birthday party decorations . hmmms .. got coloured papers , and i am decorating it by myself ! hope , EE will like it . ((= even though its simple . nothing much for today ! Ah-Mandaa.. Pain . Monday, February 09, 2009 I am Evil .. DEAD EVIL . i am never good . i am stoopid ! i am thinking so much ..... i saw the pictures u at thaipusan ! and it kills me . i dont know y i feel that way too . IT really hurts alot !! i thot time had heal my wound .. and is about to recover soon . but end up is not ! ya i did sumthing that i wasnt suppose to do . but .. dont u tink is unfair to me ? u all having life out there and me ? hell ? i really dont want feel sad . really dont want . i seriously just want to go to a place where nobody know me , and start afresh ! i dont want to care anything . i am tired . really . but i still want lived on cos , i want to support my family ! DAMN DAMN DAMN ! . take me away ! let me start afresh .. PLEASE ! .. let me go to somewhere . let me stable down . and start anew . let me accept myself again . all i have to say to u (tht guy) .. is I AM SORRY . i knw i cant do much to amend the pain i had impact on u . but .. i really SORRY . please .. let this disater end soon . Ah-mandaa. DEAD Sunday, February 08, 2009 I am Afraid . seriously , i ruined myself . a sin will forever be a sin . even though u change , nobody would ever belive u again . People say they trusted u , but actually .. its all a lie ! their heart will nvr trust even though they had tried too . No point being afraid here . i cant do much .. How i wish i could simply end everything ! but i cant .. what make me move on was actually because I AM THE ONLY DAUGHTER ! THE ONLY CHILD ! if i am gone , nobody would care my parents . argh . i really dont know . Dont knw , what would happen next . let NATURE take it course . Ah-mandaa. An Outing ! Thursday, February 05, 2009 Alittle PICTURES of the day .     I am feeling real pain at my backbone . it getting more and more pain as times passes ! OUCH ! . My head was still spinning . Chest felt a little hurts while breathing ! . Damn Shit ! whats was actually wrong ?? My health worsen day by day . feeling nauseous at times but i still eat alot ! hah . yes , i am feeling unwell but i jus simply cant make myself rest . i cant go to bed early . i cant make myself free from doing stuff . if not it would be the HORROR !. thinking stoopid stuff . School was fun Today ! well not really fun lah .. i got scolding from chinese teacher . i dont know .. i felt very hurt by her words . alittle insulting? hmms .. well , jus hurt lah . i thought of tearing . but i didnt . Cos i not gonna drip a single tear down animore ! and i am sure to make it true . I had completed my Photo stand ? [D&T] hah ! happy with it . After school , went to Learning Journey with my class ! it was seriously in Deep FUN ! Took many pictures ! .. weee ... &&& && I GOT TO SEE THE Singapore Flyer . hah NICE .. i wan to ride it the nxt time i visit ! and i am sure i would . ((= Time passes . and is time to be HOME ! went hougang mall . get my OldChangKee & Bubble Tea . & home i went . Rahhh ... sickness , and i am still going to school looking healthy . Ahmandaa. OUCH ! Wednesday, February 04, 2009 My head was Spinning at Great speed , i was down with a Fever & i threw out twice . But i could not make myself sleep well .. i cant sleep as mind was up to things that wasnt meant to be in it ! I went to watch TheWeddingGame todayy . ehh .. the movie wasnt meant for ppl who was heart break ! the song was nice but it cames with a Without u meaning . well understand wadd i trying to say ? i doubt u guys dont . hah ! Overall , the movie wasnt really that Enjoying lah . Really felt tired after the movie . hmmms ... i really very tired lehh . tired of walking to my future ! Sigh ! but i still gonna carry on . i want lived till 100Years OLD ! hah . nothing much . Ahmanda . Yucks ! Monday, February 02, 2009 Well .. I'm Back posting . School was fine . but just tired ! After school , went to hougang mall with Tiffany & Evy . ate something . Then Evy went off and me & tiffany went to popular to look for my dictionary ! Found 1 , that i wanted but not enough money to buy . so did not get it . after walking rounds , we went chatting and HOME . Reach home , i bath and i was out again to compass point . to get my dictionary with daddy . went popular , doesnt have the dictionary i wanted . So we MRT-ed to Hougang . Got my Dictionary ! walk round .. get Chicken & home ! On the bus , it wasnt a pleasent trip . Seen stuff that doesnt meant for my eyes . nothing much ler . Ahmandaa . | |
