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what goes around comes around Tuesday, March 31, 2009 dayys since i had update . Really getting numb in everything . i hate those moments when we get to know each other as friend . i'm still missing u dearly . I didnt went for SocialStudies SRP . & yes , teacher called mama . she say saturday she gonna have a make-up lesson ! what the ........... many things happen . got fun , got sad . but .. i suddenly feel so tongue tied . like as if , i got nothing to blog . feeling : WIERD ! bored .. tmr got NAFA test . Ah-mandaa Empti-ness Friday, March 20, 2009 Done with 3days of NPCC ! tiring ! but i felt it was really nice after all . cause .. we may have get closer ??? hah . seriously , i'm feeling rather empty now . i felt .. as if , i'm lacking of things . but .. i dont know , what i am lacking off ! whats wrong ? sigh . maybe , i'm yet to get used to my own life uh . & dead . my homework is still partialy undone ? omg . Ah-mandaa too late Tuesday, March 17, 2009 well .. zarifah told me stuff . and it seems ALL TOO LATE . sigh . i dont wish to say much either . all i had to say to you[bastard] is "i'm SORRY" an apology wont heal , but it would be a FULLSTOP to everything . Ah-mandaa . NPCC ! Wednesday, March 11, 2009 I went NPCC !. wonderful . it wasnt really tiring . BUT ! i was down with a headache !. what the ..... lucky , got sebastian . he got me a panadol ! after having the panadol . felt so much better . So went to Greendale sec . got some talks . do some , work . & HOME ! B4 , home , i went to had my dinner with NPCC-mates at punggol Plaza . well .. it was my second time there ! hah . Nothing much already ! OFF to SCREW my D&T !!!!!! rahhh .... Ah-mandaa ! EFFORT pays . Monday, March 09, 2009 TODAYY ! boreds me .. Morning was D&T , and yes .. practically the whole class was scolded for not doing their work . GUESS WHAT ! there were only 4 people who did . & i am 1 of the 4 . hah ! UN-beliveable right ? well .. i'm changing for the better alright ! i seriously .. putting hells loads of effort to get rid of my laziness ! & trying to do every homework which was given . BUT ,,, homework seems to be pile-ing up ! Seriously , i felt myself very SICK & TIRED of homework . Even though teacher never give homework , i just felt that i got alot alot of things to do . & like as though , the things will left forever undone . SIGH ? well , maybe things that was really left undone is to forget the BASTARD totally . hah . Maybe , when i forget him completely , i wont lead a hectic life like now . Ah-mandaa ROAR Saturday, March 07, 2009 I was out with shannon to orchard today . To get her adidas jacket change . as she got the wrong size . Nothing much . jus went window shopping & was home rather early , as her father was ROAR-ing at her . After reaching home , i was out again with daddy to get my Stoopid phone repaired ! well , it was the SECOND time i take my phone to repair ! what the hell .. fine , and i got my new school bag today ! wonderful . Ah-mandaa 34th Friday, March 06, 2009     I change my blog skin . and the picture size is hard to find ! ARGH . well .. today was road run ! & yes , i run ! Wonderful !! on the way . there is lots of ppl saying " WAH ! amanda , u can run meh." .[something like that] IDIOT lah . My running got so bad meh ?? Rahhh .. i got into th 34th placing . i felt so disappointed ! i thought i could get at least top 20 ! argh ! nxt year i would try again . But not bad lah , i am always in the 90++placing . but this year i am 34 ! shows improvement ! hah . my throat not ye t heal ! but at least i could speak now ((= Thursday, March 05, 2009 Tomorrow got Annual ROADRUN ! i would put in effort and RUN ! Ah-mandaa Yawn Wednesday, March 04, 2009 Seriously .. i got loads of things to splurt out . it really time for me to get into a long long post again . hmmms .. Long post . Todayy wasnt great either . My voice were really dead now . so i am MUTE ! sigh .. being mute wasnt nice . i hope my throat would really recover soon . and let me communicate with my friends . Seriously .. i really need to talk . i got loads of things to say ! argh ! Well .. my left foot hurt really like shit ! when . i was on the way to my aunt clinic ,the bus was really packed & there is an indian Girl . fat in size .. Step on to my FOOT real HARD ! what the helll .... she step on to it .. without realising it . i tried to talk to her . telling about my foot . but i couldnt produce a sound .. so i tap on her shoulder pointing down . and she dont get what i mean ! F**K . after being a clown for a moment trying to show signs about my foot , then she finally realise it and she lift her foot off mine . She just turn away without an apology . Why got ppl like that want ? Pissed !! when .. for a doctor visit . got an 1 day MC ? & my throat were sore badly . i was rather restless today . cos i didnt manage to sleep well yesterday night . & i was almost awake every minute cos of my Itchy throat . sigh .. Thoughts : it been long since i receive a surprise . or a gift . i really want the pampering part to be back . when i was with the bastard , all my friends and him seems to care so damn much about me . i would actually get a gift or a surprise every week . it really very wonderful . feeling like a Queen & as though i am the most blessed girl on earth . after that moment of pampering , i realise i came to my sense . knowing whats was actually going on . I am not blessed at all . and tht moment of time was actually my saddest moment in life . i used to got what i want , i can throw tantrum as and when i liked & i can jus flare my unhappiness at all times . But now ? things really change . i got to control my tantrums and i could no longer be as stubborn as i was before . i got to be independent too . & not relying on ppl too much . Seriously .. i felt that my mindset really change . i used to belive in everlasting love . & i thought that love was the best thing in life . and Love was everything . hah . what a stoopid mindset , i used to have . see .. now i felt it was stoopid . so this shows that people mindset change as we grow ! i felt that i am really too young for a love life . i dont know whats the meaning of LOVE . so why am i actually making myself commit to something which was rather useless ? hah .. really very LAME . But one thing i got to say is .. that , no matter what i had actually did , like crying over u .. and stuff , i nvr regret a thing . cos u were once loved by me . if i regret , it will be a greater anguish for me . things that really change was that .. i realise , life was short & we were here to enjoy . Never ever because of a tree and foresake the whole forest . i used to hate ppl flirting .. but now , i realise it was actually alright for ppl to flirt . but dont really stretch to the extend lah ! hah .. enough of Love Life lah . Really ENOUGH ler . now , all i should forcus of now , is to excel in my studies . i felt the importance of studying & i seriously hope it wont be to late for me to realise it now . & lastly .. i really hope more time would be given for me to control my emotions . As i am not fully numb yet . i still do think . as memories are yet to fade ..... Shannon , really thanks for being my voice & there to hear me tok . & can i request a KINDER JOY from u ? hahahah .. shannon gonna screwed me if she saw this . but i knw , she will still get it for me right ? haha . Ah-mandaa . A hoarse Whisper . Tuesday, March 03, 2009 Seriously , i am Having a Very Very Very bad sore throat . every minute pass , my voice gonna extinct soon ! i could hardly speak now . it barely to MUTE . hell ! Hope it heal FASTER pls . Lucky got shannon . she agreed to be my voice for the time being ! Wonderful . Thanks a bunch . Ah-mandaa HAPPYBIRTHAYY ! Monday, March 02, 2009 Today was Shannon's Birthday . Here to wished her ! HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY . Hmmmms ... school was normal . & I passed my D&T ! how wonderful .. 32/50 . I thot i would fail .. cos the paper really left my mind BLANK ! hah ! well .. nxt was chinese . & YES ! we change to the trainy teacher ! Weee .... Later was Recess , English , then Maths . & here comes Social Studies ! hah ! seriously , i hate SS like hell . it was rather diffcult to understand . My group was the first to present our project . it was all about "Singapore Healthcare System" well . we were yet to present as , we haven complete it ! hah . Fine , i completed it today night alright . ALL BY MYSELF ! how Shit it was .. my friends would still get credits even though they did Nothing ! ARGH ! . Life is unfair . but.. lucky , got Bryan lah . He manage to did the Composition ! After school , went to eat Pepper Lunch with shannon . & Shannon !!! WE WERE EVIL ! hah . we did something which would crack a person's heart . but .. well , we cant be blame . Life is so .... [how to say ?] Forget it ! . hah . nothing much already lah . NIGHT ! Ah-mandaa An Outing . Sunday, March 01, 2009 Well .. went out with shannon today . We plan everyting Great . & it turn out to be something else . hah . Catch a movie , "kungfu Chef" . Seriously . i dont enjoy the movie . it was rather lame ! Is like .. jump here and there & the story .. was very fast . After the movie , it was raining . & we were drench while we were heading to the MRT station . Headed to Plaza Singapura . Eat . the Compass Point .. then Eat & home . i am making it short . hah ! nothing much lah actually . Well Well ....... i am speechless ! Ah-mandaa ! | |
