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My Definitions Sunday, August 30, 2009 To : Zakiah:) A true friend stand by you no matter what, Be it good or bad times. A true friend cares for you unconditionally. A true friend will never ever leave you alone even when you leave him/her alone. A true friend will still be there for you even when you pisses him/her off. True friends do not need tobe communicating everyday,but no matter what happens they will still be the first one to by your side in times of trouble. True friends feel happy when their friends are happy. aww .. amanda. c here . RUINED I would like to take back what ever i had post to Him on my previous post . its a pain to actually sees what he type on MSN . whatever issit .. i am feeling so uneasy in my heart now . its seems no peace . why am i facing so many UPs and DOWN in my life ? okehh .. thats is part of life . but those Humps is near to each other . when i jus got finish climbing one , i meet another . is damn tiring . for instance .. when i was quarreling with my friends , you came to talk to me . to make me feel that .. you are still there for me . Nxt , when your face in my brain starts to fade , the next moment , i saw you ! which once again .. make me rmbr you Clearly again ! whats going on manxzxz ! When we are tgt , you kept telling me .. "we are the right person but the wrong timing ." i think i understand what it means now . or maybe i dont !? okehh .. whatever issit . i am afraid of things happening . really afraid . i feel as if .. i am living in fear . i hope time will really pass FASTER and let me live in peace . i dont know how to say ... how afraid am i . LIFE STILL GOES ON ! STAYSTRONG AMANDA ! PS: i cant upload pics ! Amanda.C i have to reflect . Saturday, August 29, 2009 Yesterday ! [28Aug09] it was area7 games day for NPCC . FUN ! I got a chance to actually take part in 4 games ! amazing ! My first game was , "CatchMe." there will be 5 people in a team . 2 members will go up to the 2nd level and throw water balloons down . & 3 other members will have to catch it using a pail . ya ! Serangoon manage to catch 4balloons ! CLAP !CLAP . okehh even though we didnt win . But is because of the unfair rule they made to us ! ARGHHHH ... Nxt , was Shooting . Me and Shannon replace Ayuni & Zarifah as they have to play captain's Ball . Shooting was LAME ! lame to the MAX . After shooting , i went to the captain's ball area . Chatted with the others . Then Match start . while playing halfway , Zarifah hurt herself so i have to Replace her . so i played . then play halfway .. zarifah said she was fine . so she came in . play play play . then she fall AGAIN ! so we all have to stop and end the game . SIAN ! Nxt was WaterPouring . i was also a replacement ! as the huian suddenly went home ! what the ..... so ya . played 4 games . but didnt win any prize . =D Ending , we had loads of pictures taken . okehh is damn bloody Fun ! WOOHOOO .... ps:Somehow , blogger dont allow me to post pictures . will post soon if i can ! Today ! Went tuition at RedHill . host by MrOng . Fun .. great .. notbad ! had dinner at ClarkeQuay Riverside . DAMN SHIOK .. ROMANTIC ! hah . so ya .. while eating , indeed memories flash back . i will be thinking all kinds of funny things . & i realise NEVER one of my EX actually accompany me to ClarkeQuay . AMAZING . after dinner , Jocelyn got scolded by her Mum . as she have to be home . so ya . we slack awhile then Home we go . Mood, have i move on ? maybe i did .. a little . no matter what had happen . life still have to go on . ToHim , i know you maybe facing alot alot of problems . stress and everything . tell it to somebody who you can trust . i know you like to keep almost everything to yourself . It will be a torture lah . so ya ... jus vent everything all out . say it . i am willing to be your listening ear .whatever issit . i will jus tell you .. BABY STAYSTRONG ! Amanda.C Whats With you !? Wednesday, August 26, 2009 WAH PIANG ! i totally cant stand it . whats with you in blocking me in MSN again !? hellO , bloody hell .. i never even talk to you leh ! jus because my PM wrote "Ignorance is what i give" then you block me right after i write that ! you sick in the pea brain !!!! okehh or issit i think too much !? but i am damn bloody sure he block me ! Damn FCUKING SURE ! whats wrong manxzxzx !? i dont like being block ! okehh for one reason !!! I WANT TO SEE YOU ONLINE ! i also dont know why . i just feel damn weird without seeing you online ! SHIT-POOS ! i admit i feel some weird thing in me . but ... AIYAAHHH .. i dont know lahh ! and that "JOEJOE" of you ! YUCKSZXZX .. maybe .. i'm jealous ?! okehh ! i'm damn sick in the pea brain . whats with me !? i have to really forget him . MOVE ON ! amanda .. MOVE ! JIAYOU !!!! today school was FUN ! time pass damn damn damn fast . i'm yet to do my homework manzxzx ! damn it ! WHATS WITH HIM!?????? Amanda.C That Huge smile of yours ! Tuesday, August 25, 2009 After school , went to get bubble tea and Dounuts for mummy ! went home straight after that . reach home . Bathe , pack stuff . and out . to friend's house . Then times up . went hougang mall to meet Clara . okehhhhh .. i was late again . Sorry ! And GUESS WHAT !??? i saw ZX , when i just step into hougang mall , heading towards the toilet . okehh . is damn shocking . i dont know why . but somehow , i was Astonish by his present . he gave me a HUGE smile . and i gave bake a grind .. cos Clara was walking damn fast and somehow , i was so in to talking to her . After sawing him . and thinking it . i was like .. " OMG OMG ! i saw him !" is kind of stupid lah . but .. really lah . the feeling sucks . i am able to let him go . but why let me see you AGAIN !? arghhhh... i must manage it . so yaa .. i'm fine ! After that shock , went to TheCathay to have dinner as we are hungry . then to .. TheHeeren , Town .. then PlazaSingapura .. all walking distance . okehh .. we chatted alot . Darn alot . then jus went window shopping .. Time pass .. time to be home ! and now .. i'm blogging here . Suppose to be out again with cliques .but i'm tired & tmr got School . somehow , IMY ..... awww ... its Amanda.C how i wish .. Sunday, August 23, 2009 Many Many problems have been stacking on me . but it isnt the problem i wish for . i wish it would be studying problems . i wish that i am just vexed over my studies . but , All the problem i am facing is all General . like emotions , friends .. i feel really weird . i also dont know what . i am trying very hard to really change myself . and get 100% over with zx . i just want to concentrate on my studies . giving every bit of my brain to my studies . & i wish .. motivation will be given by my Friends & Family . i have to study . cos my results is really down fall . N level is jus next year . and look at my standard ? will there be hope for me to take my Os? i doubt so manxzxz . i really have to study . But .. emotions just get over me . i hope one day i can jus get a brain concussion and forget everything . sigh .. Currently , chatting with zx . i am complaining everything to him uh . halfway .. he went off for his friend . i dont know if i am right to talk to him . telling him about how i feel . sigh . but i had already say . see how things go . Friends . NO MORE THREESOMES . i know it lah . i wont bother fixing it again . cos i know i fixed it before . and i tried quite a few times . now i will just leave it .. and is up to you 2 to pick it up . i want back the threesomes . cos i know 2years+ it been a tough road . and a True friend last walks you through . i am here to stay . Amanda.C Little India . Friday, August 21, 2009 Today , i learn alot of things . went to little india with some friends . spend most of the time eating .. it was really wonderful lah . as i tried alot of new stuff ! we wanted to do henna on our hand but the cos is alittle too pricey . so we just got a tube and do it ouself ! how cool manxzxxz ... will upload pic soon ! Moods. i hope i'm fine . zx .. i am moving . i make a little improvement ! zakiah ! thanks for really being there for me ! Amanda.C SIMPLE & PLAIN Thursday, August 20, 2009 i spend my time .. trying to change into this blog skin . trying to put my pictures in . And Finally i made it . even though is not very perfect .. but .. is SIMPLE & PLAIN . i'm tired . Off to bed . i will make a proper post SOON ! Amanda.C PISSED . Wednesday, August 19, 2009 I was trying to transfer the Show&Tell video to my tumbdrive as i have to pass it to teacher . and bloody . i click wrong button and everything was GONE ! GONE ! . i am so damn lazy to REDO again ! ARGH !!!!! Friends , i hope everything is cleared . i will try my best to change . COMMONTEST ENDED !! Ahmanda.. That day ... Monday, August 10, 2009 Had a Fun National day yesterday . but , why blogger doesnt allow us to post pictures ? wierd . Was home at about 2am+. First station , we went to Sengkang Open Field there .. to had some Picnic . Really got alot of Food ! so ya .. everything ended at about , 9pm ? then we had a brain storming .. on deciding where to go next as there is no school today . so , decided to head down to pasir ris for BOWLING ! pretty fun .. even though i scored the LOWEST . what a SHAME . hah . After Bowling , we all headed to eat PRATA . WOW . After having a Filling stomach .. we all headed HOME ! Today Went to study with some PEEPS ! its fun though we didnt really hit those books ! hah .. Mood , First thing , BABY I MISS YOU ! i know its really shit . i have been really trying very very very hard to move on . REALLY . but .. it really seems not working . i am really tired . i dont know , what is in you .. to really make me Cling on so tight . in every part of my life , you Exist . never once you are erase . you change alot . really you change . i feel the changes in you . Before we are as a couple . you really will spend every bit of your time with me . But now !? you wont give a Damn . why issit so manxzxzx ??? i just want to be friends ! really . i dont want to give a shit about the past we had . I just want to get back to those time we are as a friend . I CAN BE THE WAY I WAS BEFORE . is you who dont give the basic trust in me ! really lah .. when is this emotional thingy gonna get out of my life ! i want to be HAPPY . I WANT ! aww ... its Amanda.C A day . Monday, August 03, 2009  my englisht teacher wrote it !  Hanifah & ME !  this Babi , with her cupcakes ! Somhow , school .. seems really weird for me . Friends were somhow far away . Really , i really miss thoes times when i am happy ! okehh .. is the fact now , that i am totally aint happy . zx , imy . okehh .. shadd with shits . look up , saw what my english teacher wrote ? is cute right !! haha .. jus somehow , i feel its funny . Things was fine today . After school , went hougang to have lunch with my peeps ! is damn funny ! we got our food , and decided to head to the last level to eat . so yaa .. on the way to the last level , all of us .. needed to pee ! so we got no choice but bring the food in to the toilet ! HAH ! after eating , all headed home . Moods, zx , i had totally no ways to contact you now . but i just somehow , i know , you are feeling shit too . over your school stuff . okehh , whatever issit . just take things easily . & trust me , dont go for another girl yet . you aint reasy to do so . trust me . i am not being jealous here or what . but is jus been weeks you are single . is not very nice to get another one . but , if you want .. then go ahead . okehh .. i am , young .. immature ! noway to judge for you . sigh .. i be here for you to scream your problems . cheerup . Amanda.C cheer up too .. hah ! being random . awwww ... its Amanda.c; 1Aug&2Aug'09 Sunday, August 02, 2009 1stAug .  Dinner Time .  ForLick <3  Me&Bird shoot#1  Me&Bird shoot#2  The monkey !  aww .. its ME !  the Sea .. Went cycling .. it nice after all . Mood was bad when i am going home . Memories Flash . 2nd AUGUST . Today , is a boring day ! went out with shannon to compass point . It was really BORING TO THE MAX . as we got nothing to do . nothing much then .... For ZX , you block me in MSN ! what the hell .. what had i done again manxzxzx !!! really .. pea brain ! okehh .. i dont know why am i feeling so fcuked up over you blocking me at MSN . i'm feeling one kind . Really .. whats wrong manxxzxzz! i though i am over with you . but the fact is .. OVER WITH ABIT ONLY ! shits ! argh .. okeh .. tmr is 3rdAug . 3RD AUGUST ! the date !! rmbr ? pray hard for my wish to come true !! pray pray pray ... ))= off to bed now ! goodnight .... Awww ... its SOAPBUBBLEWORLD !!!!! | |
