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A day . Wednesday, February 25, 2009 School was fine . Everything was just Normal ! && i improve my 2.4km run !! halfway through my target . time : 16.39 , target : 13min After school .. got Math SRP . went for it . and is totally Shit ! we were ask to do math indices ! && i really got blank in my mind . hah . we did lot of questions about indices but i seriously still dont know what was going on . Sigh ! but its a miracle tht i actually pass my math CT1 . WONDERFUL . Went for my lunch and headed home . I got my nap . and .. it was like raining heavily not long after i slept . thunder was ROAR-ing & ROAR-ing . i was damn hell afraid . so i didnt get to sleep in peace . Shit . When the Thunder silence down , the sky start to turn orange . & i knew , rainbow would arrive . but i was really very tired to get up and see the rainbow . i jus lied on my bed starring at the window .. seeing orange rays . Sigh !!! i felt so damn regret for not getting up and see the rainbow . Seriously . i love rainbow . i felt it was rather Sweet seeing it . Chinyee , i would heed ur advice .. to draw a rainbow with crayons . rather then regretting here . SHANNON u promise u would inform me everytime a rainbow appear ! Time passes . u seems getting on with life . good for u . today got rainbow , & it was my first time not seeing it . u would always inform me when there is a rainbow how sweet u are . i missed u deeply and its the truth cos i felt it was rather tiring for me to lie to myself . thts y i am expressing out now . but i am fine . i misses u in my heart . and i jus gonna kept silence . but i assure tht i would never turn back for u again , no matter how much i love or misses u . whatever u do now may upset me , & let me cry bitterly but i belive , soon it will be numb & tears would dried up . memories would fade . time will pass .. life continues . so i am fine ! but 1 thing i would say to u now , is " SHADD UR MOUTH UP ! & STOP SHOOTING NONSENCE OUT " seriously , u make me really pissed off . >> simple .. i am once ur closest , & future , i would be ur furthest . I finally said thing in my heart . & seriously i dont wish to lie anymore . I still , misses him badly . i wanted to be friends with him . but now , i would drop the ideal . Daddy , Mummy , EE , E-Zhang & shannon ... i am fine . i would improve for the better .. i would get over it soon . & i would jus focus on my studies . I PROMISED . && i would use actions to prove to u guys ! | |
