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BABY DEVIL Monday, July 06, 2009 Youth Day holiday . I'm back with blogging . seriously , many things happen . and almost were pains i got but i cant blame anybody for it .. yaa .. something nice enough was that i'm attach to HuangZhixiong , on 03May'09[3.33am] . Starting was really a blessing to me .. things went smoothly . He treated me Damn fcuking nice . But , i know.. i didnt give in as much as he did . i always tells him , "i dont give a damn !" i know i was wrong . But , i just simply got no trust in guys . its real fear towards them . i told , ZX about how bad i may treat him , and what i ask for was time to accept him . & he agreed to be with me and endure stuff . So ya .. after 1 month , i learn to accept him . things was even nicer after that . but every thing ended on 18june'09 . He lied to me . it isnt something very serious but , no girls will like their boyfriend to lie am i right ? even though its something small . The Lie : i was having some quarrel with my parents and i was feeling so annoyed . i wanted to complain stuff to ZX ..but before i want to complain , i ask him to hold on awhile as i want to get myself wash up first then talk to him , comfortably . After my wash up , i get back to the phone .. but he had already hang the phone . i Msg him , asking what went wrong .. and he told me , he have to put down the phone as his mother was Ranting at him badly & he wants to sleep . I was so fustrated & msg him some harsh words .. saying that all he care was sleep what for wanting me as a girlfriend ? & just some how things got worst lah ..well , at least he was nice enough .. saying that he could accompany me msg and not talk on the phone .. but .. like abit weird lah . you was trying to complain yet .. you have to msg .. wont that be more fustrating ? so i told him , i want to call .. he was like .. ohhokehh .. can , but wait .. i go out of my hse first .. so ya .. i called him before he tell me he was ready.So he accidentaly press the answer button .. and i heard cars moving .. 6sec , he hang the phone . so ya .. i got so suspicious , that is he .. at home ? all out with friends ? so i called again . he didnt ans the phone . and i msg saying that ya .. dont make me call your hse . then , i call his cellphone again , and he answered . He told me he went to had MAC with his friends ! WHAT THE HELL !?????? i was angry .. i'm so angry with my parents and need somebody to talk too and yet .. he go mac to eat and told me he was tired and need to sleep . will you all be angry ??? it happen in mid-night .. about , 1am . so ya .. i was fcuking hurt and i didnt get to sleep . so i was like calling him .. and we talk all the ways till 4am ? but he was showing me attitude badly .. saying he was very tired . So i put down the phone .. and got some sleep . and i woke up very early as i cant sleep . then i got myself ready .. as there is a BBQ with my primary school frinds @ 1pm . 1pm , reach .. i meet them and yaa ... nice . and i was troubling with the lie .. thinking what i should do .. my friend told me "Forgive & Forget .. humans do lie ." So , i decided to meet him up and had lunch & talk things out . But ... yaa .. another thing turn out .. he had to go school and he left me at the bus stop saying he got no time to entertain me . yaa .. lahh .. school important .. but .. HELLO does he have to leave me there ? and leave to school ? i travel all the way from angmokio , just to meet him . he did miss a few bus before he leave me .. but .. i jus feel so fcuk up lah ! i want talk things out . but .. aiyoooohh .. i know i was demanding . but .. argh . its really something horrible to dump me there lah . Hmms .. around 7pm , ZX came to the BBQ and ya .. i told him to put everything down and had fun . so we did ?? then home .. and blah .. Quarrel again .. Things got settle down on 21june ? But another worst thing occur on 22june . I lost the ring ZX gave me and i slap him . oh well ... its 100% my mistake . i cant say anything .. but ... omg . we both ended ? ohhhh ... gosssshhhhh ...... Baby , i am really loving you badly . Forgive me ? & yes , i need you . I want my HUANGZHIXIONG back . its really a pain to lose you . But .. ya .. hiding behind walls dont slove problems . baby baby baby ... | |
