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Tuesday, September 08, 2009

When Boredom strikes,






Currently now is , 12.25am .
its 090909 .. WOW !
uncle getting married today early in the morning @ 8am .
& i am still awake blogging .
woots ~
Yesterday , 080909
i was home .. and out for an hour of Carpark Catch .
running around the carpark .. making me feel so damn tired .
guess what i was the LAST to be caught ! hoho ! but thanks to tiffany lah . she was like helping me ?
okehh .. fun Game anyway .
Ramblings ,
i finally understand the meaning of BORED .
seriously . i was rotting real badly at home .
i got nothing to do . really nothing !
gooosshh ..
Then i decided to load Dota .
so called Ruisong for help .. but turn out to be weimin helping !
after downloading and everything , Sebastian taught me how to play !
WONDERFUL .. okehhh ..
i was astonish by sebastian . I kept asking him question and he was like .. repeating and repeating . but he was not angry at all .. and he didnt even scold me manxzxz !
how nice of him ! hhah .
Random Feelings ...
actually i kind of wish i would’ve just stayed home, i would’ve avoided disappointment.
i kind of hate when people don’t turn out to be who you thought they were, or who they seemed to be during your first impression of them.
i should simply finally learn that it is not good to have expectations. but i can’t help it. maybe there is just nothing to do about it.
maybe i’m just looking for something too great, maybe i’m the problem after all, maybe i just cannot be satisfied with anything or anybody.
i don’t like when things start getting old, when relationship slowly dies, when people change.
i want things to be exciting and fun, all the time.
i want people to be how i like them to be all the time.
i want to be contented with everything.
but this is me asking too much.
although i feel like it’s not that much.
it’s not like i’m asking for luxurious cars, a mansion, an academy award, and a few magazine covers.
i’ve got nothing planned for the day.
i’m kinda glad about that.
i missed not doing anything.
i’m quite contradicting myself, aren’t i?
i want attention and people around me, but then wanna be alone.
Amanda.C


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