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Tuesday, September 08, 2009 When Boredom strikes, ![]() its 090909 .. WOW ! uncle getting married today early in the morning @ 8am . & i am still awake blogging . woots ~ Yesterday , 080909 i was home .. and out for an hour of Carpark Catch . running around the carpark .. making me feel so damn tired . guess what i was the LAST to be caught ! hoho ! but thanks to tiffany lah . she was like helping me ? okehh .. fun Game anyway . Ramblings , i finally understand the meaning of BORED . seriously . i was rotting real badly at home . i got nothing to do . really nothing ! gooosshh .. Then i decided to load Dota . so called Ruisong for help .. but turn out to be weimin helping ! after downloading and everything , Sebastian taught me how to play ! WONDERFUL .. okehhh .. i was astonish by sebastian . I kept asking him question and he was like .. repeating and repeating . but he was not angry at all .. and he didnt even scold me manxzxz ! how nice of him ! hhah . Random Feelings ... actually i kind of wish i would’ve just stayed home, i would’ve avoided disappointment. i kind of hate when people don’t turn out to be who you thought they were, or who they seemed to be during your first impression of them. i should simply finally learn that it is not good to have expectations. but i can’t help it. maybe there is just nothing to do about it. maybe i’m just looking for something too great, maybe i’m the problem after all, maybe i just cannot be satisfied with anything or anybody. i don’t like when things start getting old, when relationship slowly dies, when people change. i want things to be exciting and fun, all the time. i want people to be how i like them to be all the time. i want to be contented with everything. but this is me asking too much. although i feel like it’s not that much. it’s not like i’m asking for luxurious cars, a mansion, an academy award, and a few magazine covers. i’ve got nothing planned for the day. i’m kinda glad about that. i missed not doing anything. i’m quite contradicting myself, aren’t i? i want attention and people around me, but then wanna be alone. Amanda.C |